new chapters

in books there's new chapters because the author put them there. they either wanted you to put the book down only to pick it up later with a renewed mind or because they wanted to separate thoughts or events from other thoughts and events.

in life, chapters mean change.
chapters mean good turning bad or bad turning good. being lonely to happy or ready to wreckless.

this chapter of my life kind of blows. its hard. but i'm learning a lot. i think about everything daily and how important it is to take care of your mind and that sometimes schoolwork and friends and all the other things maybe aren't as important as you think they really are when your being is at stake. in "What Dreams May Come" there was a part about what it meant to exist. and if we agree to exist is not only to physically be, then what is it? not your brain. because like they said thats just like your leg or your fingernail. its just physical body. but your thoughts and your soul. that's what important. that's what's to protect and that is what to be proud of. i'll try my best to be more positive. to remember that it could be worse, but that it will get better. it always gets better.


this past weekend was one of the best of my life. i can't wait to tell my family someday about my prom and how it was almost like the movies. it was fun and filled with love and happiness. good riddance, drops of jupiter.



tell me, did you sail across the sun?
did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded?
and that heaven is overrated
tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
one without a permanent scar?
and did you miss me while you were lookin for yourself out there?

god i'll miss high school.


dear mr. levy,
you've got pretty sweet views on the world. and you're right, its about the moments. just to let you know, you were a part of my favorite moment of the night. i hope you remember that moment because to me..it was very you. don't stop the beat, egey. :)