i feel like i dont have enough time in this place left to feel the way i do about it. i wish it were happier. and i wish i wanted to be home more. i wish my friends treated me perfectly and that i had no issues.
i guess that best friends aren't always best. and i think im learning that you can do so much for someone and love them so much but it will never serve as a guarantee that they wont hurt you or do something you hoped would never happen. i'm learning that love can be one sided. four of them. in two days. what are the chances?
at the end of the day, i'll always have my sisters. and even though they dont always answer their phones, i know they're around. and that they love me. and that they'll always be around and they'll always love me.
i'm going through a harder time than i'll let anyone believe. but its okay because it's all about to change.
on friday, i was talking to a person i once could not stand. i told him "not to worry because it's going to be alright." and when he asked "you think so?" i told him "absolutely."
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