Sunday, June 13

LG ballin

blogs are so cool sometimes. there's been a lot of feelings lately and tonight i decided that i want to remember them in this mindset.

scared. and excited
everything's changing. the things i once defined myself by are now over and it's time for reinvention. i have not yet thought about a product, or a game plan to get there. i think im plan will be to let fate act as it may because it's brought me to where i am right now. i'm okay with where i'm at right this second.

proud.i've been so happy to go to these grad parties and see the accomplishments of my beautiful friends. i have people in my life i could never take for granted. these years together are wonderful and appreciated and to see how far we've all come is so great. we'll all do something cool at some point, i have no doubt. the boys varsity soccer team, as your mother for four years, i congratulate you for being such an awesome group of well rounded, good looking and truly kind kids. state semis senior year? i can't even believe it. you guys have been such a big part of me, i love you and thank you for having me. i've also been too proud. i guess to get through life we have to swallow our pride to get by. it shouldn't be that way, but it is what it is, right?

nostalgic. beginning new chapters means ending them as well. looking back on all that i've done and everything we've come through makes me think that there will be so much in life to be done. i thank every person and every moment for happening just they way that they did. i thank every person and moment in advance for doing what they will. life's just so beautiful sometimes.

simply happy. i'll take in every moment and capture it's entirety. i'll love everyone and remember who they are to the best of my ability. i'll sit on tennis courts in the dark so we can talk about the universitality of the stars. and the boys in our lives our our past lives. i'll make new best friends and love them for who they are. i just think everyone is beautiful and that life is so gorgeous tonight.


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