college?

i thought this was going to be awesome. i didn't think i'd ever miss the empty house that was all my own. i thought a touch of alcohol would ease the tension. but now i just miss my friends. i miss hugging everyone and loving everyone. and knowing everyone. i want to go to a house that is a home, not somewhere sweaty, rude boys live. lacrosse. ha. i want classes to start. i want to be busy with school. i want to work, and to love it. i want to be a lawyer someday, but i wish it weren't so hard.