everyday

its just so happy. today was so happy.

today is saint patrick's day and also nick lowrey's birthday. ten months ago we decided we were best friends and we had a long break somewhere in there but today we decided to go for round two. he got into florida state university today and he's going there and im so so proud of him. good job nick :) happy birthday!!

this was today. wake up worried because i never do homework. go through school and its never as bad as i think it will be. go to work and that wasnt as bad as i thought it would be either. just really hot. and then shelly times because we now can't go a day without each other.

these are my thoughts:
everything was happy today. the weather was nice, the conversations were good. i only felt sick for five minutes and i knew exactly what to do to fix it. i have glasses now and i like being able to see things again and not squinting because it gives me a headache.

i was walking out of work today and i saw a constellation. i dont know which one but i know it was one. i looked for the moon and it was tiny and i liked it because we're all tiny. we're all tiny and we all make an impact and its just the coolest thing. love really does make the world go round.

today i really believe in equality. mostly because of AP lit and the discussion we had. we're all just people, you know?

i thought about a lot of people today and how much i'll miss them next year. i wish there was a way to ensure being friends for life. that means a lot. i want to be friends for life with some of the people i know now.

i think it sucks that i found one of my best, most fun friends right before college. luckily its one of those things thats impossible to dwell on because we're too busy being happy. she made me happy today with her happiness. it's so contagious. i love her and i dont know how we ever didn't do what we do now. it's weird to go on any car ride alone and its almost unacceptable to not hang out everyday. i love you kitty.

this is long. i think i'm done. i just want the whole world to know i'm happy and that they should be too. the world should know happiness.

practice positivity :)


you will be mine soon. six days!!