today after eating, my friends ran to the car. i walked. we were all really loud and i just didn't want to run because of this insanely random body pain that has ruled my life for the past two days. anyway, a father was walking his probably seven year old daughter back to the car at the same time. while me and my friends had no regard for the man or his young daughter, we screamed and cursed and ran and complained about the rain. but he had a young daughter. and in that moment i wondered what we looked like to those two people. if by chance he was cursing us in his mind for maybe showing those words to his girl for the first time. if we by chance made some impact on that girl to act that way in her future, near or far. i walked and was quiet because by that time all my friends had gotten into their cars. i was embarrassed, mostly and i kept my head down for the rest of the way. that was until our paths crossed and i looked up and he said "well, at least it'll melt the snow away finally." and smiled.
there should be more people like that in the world.
also, egey levy really rocks.
lately i feel like this. like i do bad things because i feel bad. but its just a cycle. and while the things i feel bad about arent fixable on my time, i can at least try harder to not let them push me into bad things. oh, tuesdays.
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