last night of my 17th year.

if tomorrow is to be bad for any reason, today was my day.


i'll be 18 tomorrow and for that i am grateful and excited.
sometimes you ahve to take the smalleset things in life and make them the biggest.

like people that love you.
and the times you have with friends.
as i walk into my room tonight i see balloons and pink roses that my mom got me. i see expensive things that mean a lot to me and things that were free that may mean more. today im happy to be alive and tomorrow i'll be happy to celebrate a life i've had so much fun living and the same life that will bring me so much happiness.


to carli, shelly, kathryn, amanda and the soccer team- thank you. because you guys have made my day. and i love you for that. its just a monday, but it's a damn good monday.

i can't help but to be happy.
i can't help but to smile tonight.



DEAR SOCCER,
DO THIS BOYS. YOU'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS. YOU'RE BETTER AND YOU'LL GET 'EM TOMORROW, I KNOW YOU WILL.

LOVE, MOM.