there's something so bittersweet about walking away from something so time consuming. it's a thing full of love and hurt and pride and disappointment. it's just about comradarie and respect. no matter what happens on the field, im proud of them and hope they know its not about scoring goals. its about a lot more than that. so much more.

this applies to friends. i want to learn that it's never about winning the fight, because if you're fighting is anyone even winning?

i want to learn how to talk about whats bothering me, because if i'm changing for the worse because of the things im holding in maybe its just better to swallow my pride and let it out.

i'm obsessed with rainbows around the moon and i wonder how long they've been there without me noticing them.