hallelujah

something about the song whether it be by jeff buckley or the clemson acapella group or kate voegele just makes me feel home. and i saw in the underground tonight listening to a not as good version of the song while holding my roommate's hand and i felt settled. like for the first time i accepted that this is my new life. liza is excellent. she's like brittany murphy in uptown girls. beautiful and a rockstar and so full of energy. she makes me grow up and helps me stay childish. she's thoughtful and caring. and if you know me, you know how important that is. i'm really lucky to have gotten a chance to know her. some things are destined and i believe this friendship to be one of them. this place isn't going to be so bad. i just have to play a little, work a lot and find what i like to do. it won't be bad at all.