Friday, October 15
this is directly to lauren giusti
hi lady. you're home now thats awesome tell nance i said whaddup. jk dont do that tell both nancy and larry i said hello and if you have any pets they've acquired in your and missy's absence send my greetings. this is so weird stop okay well i wanted to put this on your wall or something and i just feel like it was inappropirate or something so im putting it here because i know you'll read it eventually if not soon. on your facebook it says "one chance" and it got me thinking because i seriously do not believe in that. of course it could be there becuase you could be talking about something that i have nooo clue about and thats fine but the idea of having only one chance in general has got to be so wrong. because people make mistakes and stuff. maybe the only thing that's actually allowed to happen ONCE is dying. but i dont think anyone wants to do that more than once. it's like the silly middle school quote, "it'll all be okay in the end. if its okay its not the end." i cant relate any of this to each other but i think you might get it anyway. you do that a lot. and if you don't i can see you just saying yup i get it anyway to make me not feel dumb i just love you
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dear angela,
ReplyDelete1) i set the buzz/woody pic as my desktop background. nbd
2) listen to "one chance" by modest mouse. its one of my favorite songs of all time and thats where it came from
okay here we goooooo
first, i agree with the quote "if it's okay it's not the end" and that's NOT a silly middle school quote, it still works and theres a better quote of it that someone smart said or sang written on my mirror but i cant think of it right now. and the way i see it is, it's not the end until youre dead.
when i say one chance i mean one chance to live. you said the only thing you do once is die (kinda depressing) which i guess is the same thing, just from a less happy point of view. you live once, you die once. and yes i agree that you make mistakes, and you can make up for them. but despite time being an illusion, you still only get one chance at every minute. you had one chance at 10:23 pm on oct 15, 2010 and you will never get that chance back ever again. you get one chance to live this life (dont get me started on reincarnation) and if you fuck up this life and you're 80 and feel guilty about it yeah you can go back to the people you hurt and make it better, but you still fucked up at the time; at the one chance (at that moment) you had to be right you were wrong. i dont take "one chance" as shit ya fucked up way to blow it, i take it as WELP YA GOT ONE LIFE SO MAKE IT GOOD.
anyways i agree with what you said and ill always love these talks with you and i wish we were both here so we could sit outside and look at the stars and talk about it.