firstly, egey levy, i'm not sure anything you could ever do could bother/annoy me. so keep on keepin' on, friend.


second, i'm happy now. im watching my favorite show, with my best friend and watching us make the best decisions of the night in our hall. we're tucked in, on our laptops just happy about our night. we had fun, we spent money, we danced with strangers and friends. we were drunk and buzzed and now that im sober and the happiness stays...it's just so pleasing. today i said, "i don't want to go home for thanksgiving" because i don't want to miss my friends here. and they asked me if i was crazy. that's okay. they're still getting to know me and to feel me out. we love each other so much though, and we have a bond that we all share with those people that we're in school with. the kind that knows that this is the only place that people will understand us. and we're the only people that can understand how cold it is outside today or how it feels not to want to walk all the way to the nest to get food. it's like the days where we think we'll stay in on saturdays to do our homework and get pressured to go out because we just can't be without one another for the night. it's love here. and it's hard here. but we have fun and i think it's probably possible to get along anywhere as long as you've got that support system.