i like people

i just got the new john mayer. i like a lot. i've been thinking about people a lot lately.

i dont want to tell you who you are. you're here because you already really know. last year i did something like this it blew up in my face months later (lolds) i don't care

the more we see each other the more i want to! i cant imagine us being any closer and if we went to the same school it might turn unhealthy. i thought it was really cute this past weekend when you asked me to be your maid of honor. like we say that to our best friends all the time, right? but its weird because its so freakin realistic that we will be each others. i hope it happens, i love you a lot. thanks for always being reassuring and patient. you know how to deal with me better than i could ever describe to anyone. i love how you let me know you.

gooodNESS i just miss you a bunch. i feel like any time we have talking to each other or actually being together really isnt enough. i hope we room together next year, this feeling of withoutyouness is disliked. cant wait for soccer,you're my soul mate <3333

heeeeeeeeeeeeey, i like you. i read the pot note you gave me at the beginning of the year because i use it as a bookmark and it just makes me so happy. we can spend a lot of time apart but we never forget why we're so close.

i'm glad you've got your own thing going on. love you a lot, and dont forget about me! :) come to me, k?

today i thought of you because in class we thought about what it means to become and 'adult' and the things they were describing as a kid are totally you. lol you want to grow up but i think you're not sure how to do that. thats okay, we all love you for you anyway. i wish you the best, honestly.

in the hallway today you said something very mumbled as you were walking the other way. and we've had a very weird conversation that has been short but its lasted like three days now bu ti want you to know whether we start talking again or not, that that one night with you was one of the best in all four years of high school.

i still consider you my best friend. when you turned to me today and said 'we need to hang out. i say things and you laugh' i actually died on the inside. that one sentence is exactly who we are. i love you, even though you're fake mean to me

a lot happened, thats cool. but we're over it now and the sooner you acknowledge whatever went down, the sooner we can move on. if i bring it up, i do that because i dont care anymore and you know what happened. its okaaay, i promise! trust me. best friends, right?

glad i met you. you're new to me, the newest i can think of. you're really different than anyone i know, but at the same time you're so stereotypical. either way, i enjoy you and your company and your mid-week texts that seem to make the school days not so slow. thanks for being real with me, telling me whatsup and giving me the positive to every negative. i hope you get what you want out of life. i'm excited for you.

sunshine! just stay with me, k? i like you a lot and you're weirdness but then you get really deep and philisophical and its the most beautiful thing and you're the most beautiful person. loveaayouu

my little sky dancer <3 love our talks and our laughs and our sarcastic moments that make us fun. i love you a lot and i trust you a lot more than most of my friends <3

this is for two people. COME BACK TO ME. i love you both, i miss you both in my life.

i'm finished. i just hope someday i read back on that and remember who they're all for. i dont think anyone reads this, and im okay with that. because it was mostly for me anyway.