excitement

as this summer goes on, chapters close. i think its the coolest thing.
full circle.
last night was the last time to a long painful relationship. i'm glad its over. thanks for teaching me how to stick up for myself and what not to do. there's a lot i want to say to you but you never care while we're sober. i don't blame you for not caring because its a lot of emotion and drama and when you dont have any emotional input it's just boring and a hassle. have fun next year, find someone good.

i have good friends i never want to leave.
i literally can't imagine my life without kathryn delany. she does so much for me even if it is just through her presence.
and lauren giusti. i'll never forgive myself for all the time we wasted apart. i really love you. i know you'll read this eventually. probably.


next year at mary washington i'm rooming with liza and we're living in bushnell 303. i think its exciting. i'm just ready for new things and new choices and new reputations. there's so much baggage here. it's too much sometimes.


my dad comes home tomorrow. im excited for that. i'm excited to see him and to not have a dog anymore and to answer to someone what im doing at night. he never says no anyway.

i really need to clean my house. i'll do that.



im taking on life.